CERLYLAWLY'S

"Walau kau buat rencana, hidup takkan bisa ditebak,"

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason, for anything." -TwilightSaga

” Seperti biasanya, penyesalan selalu datang terlambat ketika kita kehilangan hal-hal yang membuat kita bahagia” Agnes Davonar

“If you love and get hurt, love more. If you love more and hurt more, love even more. If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more.” -William Shakespeare

Dan biarkan saja kali ini bukan milikku, asalkan nanti janji kita kan bersatu untuk selamanya, janji kita setia dari hidup sampai mati janji mati untuk mengikat hidup bersama seseorang. Seperti yang ia katakan, "you are last forever" dan kini aku mengerti maksudnya maka tak perduli yang terjadi pasti akan ada pengakhiran bagi yg ditengah.

Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well I never want to see you unhappy I thought you’d want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I’m trying not to think about you Can’t you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images Well I never want to see you unhappy I thought you’d want the same for me I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you’re gone and I’m haunted And I bet you are just fine Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out Of ...

  we are looking at the lights, together. from a friend be a couple, and now be a best friend. p.s: this light is a witness between you and me.... 

Mungkin suatu saat nanti, bertahun-tahun dari sekarang bila kepedihan ini mereda hingga tahap aku sanggup menanggungnya aku akan bisa mengenang kembali beberapa bulan pendek yang akan selalu menjadi masa-masa terindah dalam hidupku. Dan jika kepedihan ini bisa cukup mereda hingga mampu berbuat begitu, aku yakin akan merasa berysukur atas waktu yang pernah ia berikan untukku.

cinta berawal manis dibibir , kehangatan di hati . keindahan di mata . lalu berakhir pahitnya di bibir , dalamnya luka di hati , dan pecahan botol alcohol yang berakhir dalam kehampaan. sayatan tajam dari pecahan kaca itu menyenangkan, darah yang terlihat sangat segar keluar dari hati yang terluka. ini akhir dari sebuah mimpi, dan terbangun kembali pada hidup bangsat penuh derita!

Masihkah kurapuh diatas luka-lukaku ini? jawabannya tentu tidak, disaat kau menuntunku . dan disaat kau keluarkan aku dari kegelapan itu. Tapi kenyataan sepertinya berputar, luka didada yang tersayat silet, retakan di tulang yang terbanting besi, semua bagai terulang kembali, dan terasa sangat segar ditubuh ini. Ketika semuanya terbangun indah, terputar membalik keindahan menjadi luka.

lyrics: She's always on my mind From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes She's everywhere I go She's all I know And though she's so far away It just keeps gettin' stronger, every day And even now she's gone I'm still holding on So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go CHORUS Maybe my love will come back some day Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows My friends keep tellin' me That if you really love her You've gotta set her free And if she returns in kind I'll know she's mine So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go CHORUS Why I live in despair 'Cause wide awake or dreaming I know she's never there And all the time I act so brave I'm shaking...

I've seen this place a thousand times I've felt this all before And every time you call I've waited there as though you might not call at all I know this face I'm wearing now I've seen this in my face And though it feels so great I'm still afraid That you'll be leaving anytime We've done this once then you closed the door Don't let me fall again for nothing more Don't say you love me Unless forever Don't tell me you need me If you're not gonna stay Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it Make it real or take it all away I've caught myself smiling alone Just thinking og your voice And dreaming of your touch Is all too much You know I don't have any choice

This is how I feel Whenever I'm with you Everything is all about you Too good to be true Somehow I just can't believe You can lay your eyes on me If this is a fairytale I wish it will end happily Even though we are apart I can feel you here next to me Here and now I will vow, stay with me Let me love you With all my heart You are the one for me You are the light in my soul Let me hold you With my arms I wanna feel love again..2x Cause I know Love is you  nb: when the fisrt time i heard it, i heard from my neighbor when we had playin in front of our house., she's Indira, hihi and she's my best friend. i like this song so much. :3 and now, i was memorized this songggggggg

"About three things I was absolutely positive: First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him–and I didn’t know how dominant that part might be–that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.”

that room is empty, empty space, the chicken feathers might isn't be able to move anywhere and me, foolishly.... flying aimlessly just to find the loose room , only to realized, I'm the reason of all. ... : I'm sorry, to make you disappointed. I'm sorry. If I can, I will kill my self just for reply all of my mistakes that I did to you. I'm sorry, I love you.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing me upon it's hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me

-20 NOVEMBER 2009 - I'm waiting for my PRINCE CHARMING "Erdward Cullen" IT'S MY SPECIAL PRESENT♥

I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you, so I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself Cause I didn't know you Cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, cause baby (We belong together) [chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we b...