CERLYLAWLY'S

Mungkin suatu saat nanti, bertahun-tahun dari sekarang bila kepedihan ini mereda hingga tahap aku sanggup menanggungnya aku akan bisa mengenang kembali beberapa bulan pendek yang akan selalu menjadi masa-masa terindah dalam hidupku. Dan jika kepedihan ini bisa cukup mereda hingga mampu berbuat begitu, aku yakin akan merasa berysukur atas waktu yang pernah ia berikan untukku.

cinta berawal manis dibibir , kehangatan di hati . keindahan di mata . lalu berakhir pahitnya di bibir , dalamnya luka di hati , dan pecahan botol alcohol yang berakhir dalam kehampaan. sayatan tajam dari pecahan kaca itu menyenangkan, darah yang terlihat sangat segar keluar dari hati yang terluka. ini akhir dari sebuah mimpi, dan terbangun kembali pada hidup bangsat penuh derita!

Masihkah kurapuh diatas luka-lukaku ini? jawabannya tentu tidak, disaat kau menuntunku . dan disaat kau keluarkan aku dari kegelapan itu. Tapi kenyataan sepertinya berputar, luka didada yang tersayat silet, retakan di tulang yang terbanting besi, semua bagai terulang kembali, dan terasa sangat segar ditubuh ini. Ketika semuanya terbangun indah, terputar membalik keindahan menjadi luka.

lyrics: She's always on my mind From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes She's everywhere I go She's all I know And though she's so far away It just keeps gettin' stronger, every day And even now she's gone I'm still holding on So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go CHORUS Maybe my love will come back some day Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows My friends keep tellin' me That if you really love her You've gotta set her free And if she returns in kind I'll know she's mine So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go CHORUS Why I live in despair 'Cause wide awake or dreaming I know she's never there And all the time I act so brave I'm shaking...

I've seen this place a thousand times I've felt this all before And every time you call I've waited there as though you might not call at all I know this face I'm wearing now I've seen this in my face And though it feels so great I'm still afraid That you'll be leaving anytime We've done this once then you closed the door Don't let me fall again for nothing more Don't say you love me Unless forever Don't tell me you need me If you're not gonna stay Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it Make it real or take it all away I've caught myself smiling alone Just thinking og your voice And dreaming of your touch Is all too much You know I don't have any choice

This is how I feel Whenever I'm with you Everything is all about you Too good to be true Somehow I just can't believe You can lay your eyes on me If this is a fairytale I wish it will end happily Even though we are apart I can feel you here next to me Here and now I will vow, stay with me Let me love you With all my heart You are the one for me You are the light in my soul Let me hold you With my arms I wanna feel love again..2x Cause I know Love is you  nb: when the fisrt time i heard it, i heard from my neighbor when we had playin in front of our house., she's Indira, hihi and she's my best friend. i like this song so much. :3 and now, i was memorized this songggggggg

"About three things I was absolutely positive: First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him–and I didn’t know how dominant that part might be–that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.”